i hate us being enemies !!!

Dear Blogger,

Once i have a best friend
A very good friend of mine
Indeed, she's the best !!!
She's there when i need her
And so did I
A big sister..
I always thought she was my sister
But this lately
I don't know what happen
We got into a stupid fight
She keep avoiding me
And i feel that she change
Change a lot in personality

I hate us being enemies !!!
Could we switch back time
Wishing that we could always be
Best Friend that we used to be

Wanna us to be the way we use to be..

Today, i read you bbm status, i feel bad that you're crying
At first, i felt happy, but in the end.. You still are my best friend
No matter how you change, no matter how much i hate you, no matter how much you hate me..
We still are best friend..

I read your tweet, i feel so bad, that i can't cheer you up..
What if i did, would you consider me ??
I hate to see my friend heart broke..
You seems a little ego, he's not your boy friend..
But i know how much it hurts, even you don't admit it..

I wanna cheer you up, wanna hold you tight, wanna wipe your tears and say that everything will be alright.. Made your spirit up.. And told you, he's not the only guy, GOD, what could do ?? I can't.. I'm even jealous with those girl that cheer her up...

No matter how much i try to hate you, i just hate us being enemies..
I know that you wouldn't read this.. But i'm really sorry, i feel bad.. Hope you understand..